Hi guys! Hope you're all okay!
It's currently 10.22 pm on Friday night and I am sat in bed, with my boyfriends hoody on to keep me warm because it is absolutely freezing, watching 24 Hours in A&E, feeling very sorry for myself because well, no one else is.
In all honesty, I feel and look like something from The Walking Dead. Can you believe it? I am full of cold 3 days before me and my boyfriend go off to Liverpool for the night?! Nightmare.
Today, I've tried to sleep it all out and drink as much tea as possible because I've heard that they're really good for getting rid of cold's quickly but so far nothing seems to be happening. I feel so horrible, unwell and just generally down. I'm in one of those moods where I feel like I need my boyfriend to be here with me but he isn't he's currently out with his friends having a good time and doing something that young lads his age should be doing and well, who can blame him really?
I don't know if this is just because I'm ill but I feel like all I need the most is a cuddle from him and everything will be a lot better.
I will mention that I am in no way the most affectionate person you will find but I don't know, I feel a lot different in this relationship, a good different though! Definitely.
Whilst I've been ill and not doing much with my day, it's left me with a lot of time to think and today, the realisation of how lucky I am actually hit me. I knew before, but I feel it even more so today and more recently.
I am so grateful and lucky in the sense that I have found the most amazing, genuine and just an all round lovely lad. Not only do I see him as one of my best friends, but he's also my boyfriend.
Feeling that way towards someone is honestly one of the best feelings ever to be honest. Honestly, he makes me feel like an absolute princess every single day and it's something I'm finding unusual to come to terms with because, I've never had this feeling before. But its amazing.
Sorry if it seems like I'm being really cringe-worthy and emotional but, the whole intention of me setting this blog up was to be completely honest and open with both my thoughts and feelings on a daily basis. This is like a journal for me, only it's online for the whole world to see. Yes I do have a main blog with all fashion and other stuff you can find on there, but on here is where you will see the real me and that I do have emotions. This is where I am going to be open about everything whether it be good or bad. I'm currently starting to discover who I really am every day and I feel like I want to take you guys on the journey with me and hope that you will be able to relate in some way and maybe I can help you or you can help me.
Thank you so, so much for reading!
Love you all.
Demi x
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